my someone

Hello, my someone!

Are you there?...do you know?...can you feel me?...maybe not...i see you every day, but I don't think you see me....I always want to talk to you, but I can't....fear is gripping my throat and all I could feel is the faint scent of despair...

Where are you?...I haven't seen you in a long time....are you ill? are you hiding?

Finally, I saw you today...your eyes were sad...I wanted to ask you what's wrong, but again, I couldn't find the words....please forgive.

I know I shouldn't, and it's breaking my heart, but since you don't know me, maybe it's for the best if I end it...there is no hope for me, so...this is good-bye. I need to rest, I'm tired....

It's morning...with trembling steps I head towards you...i pass the door, turn, look in the mirror, look into your eyes that smile this time, and with a clear voice I say....Hello my someone!